Hiiiii LiveJournal...

So you might hate me right now but a lot has been going on. You can look at my Tumblr and not a lot really. But I'm not gonna lie, I have posted a few things on it. I'm sorry >.<

It's been 8 months since my last entry and boy do I have stuff to tell you. Okay here we go and I'm gonna do it by months. Let's go!

June:
 - Summer break
 - My relationship with Shane going downhill
 - Best part of the month: DISNEYLAND with my family :)

July:
 - Broke up with Shane
 - Birthday, Red Robin and Santa Cruz
 - break ups suck
 - Summer school...
 - Meet a new guy sort of (probably do a separate blog about that)
 - smoked weed for the first time
 - Great America
 - Spent a lot of time with Maica and Carla
 - Second time

August:
 - New boyfriend: Tim Palmieri
 - Fall Semester 2011

September:
 - September birthdays!!
 - got super high 0_o
 - DISNEYLAND again with a few of my girls for Carla's birthday
 - Tim and I confessed our love
 - tipsy

October:
  - school school school

November:
 - Thanksgiving
 - drunk for the first time but babe took care of me :)
 - school school school stress

December: 
 - Christmas twiiimmmeee
 - worked a lot cause of Christmas
 - christmas shopping stress
 - awesome weekend with the boyfriend
        - 49ers game
        - ice skating 
        - the city and fisherman's wharf
 - Christmas with the family then boyfriend :)
 - Finals @_@

January:
 - New years with the family and boyfriend <3
 - Tahoe/reno trip with the family
 - start of Spring 2012

So there you go LiveJournal all caught up!

 It's been awhile. Damn I don't like how I only come here when it's really bad. Right now it's been pretty bad. It's starting to hurt... A LOT. The thing is there is no communication which is just worst!

I'm so fucking mad at you. So fucking hurt, so fucking sad. So just fucking everything. I just wanna punch you so hard!!! Soooo fucking frustrated from your shit.

I'm just tired of caring about you. I just wanna stop for now. You really can't be doing this to me.

FUCK YOU!

Can you say major cockblockers right now!?

Damn seriously I'm pretty irritated right now cause I had my hopes for tonight!!! Just really bothers me when this plan don't follow through...

Enough said for now...

It's been over a week since my last post. Letting you know Livejournal, Shane and I are back together :)

Happy again!

Gonna blog about Thursday & Friday. Today wasn’t really special hahah.

Thursday:

Went to a gay club, called The Crib, with my girls! Earlier though, hung out with Shane and then rushed back home to help Abby with her homework. Meliza then picked me up and off we went to the city, on BART aha. First we stopped by her sister’s apartment then walked to BART near her place. Met up with Meliza’s cousin Robert, he had to buy something for that night aha. Later met up with Carla and Angelica. We went over to Robert’s shack haha, it was a pretty cool shack, got ready there and then everyone started drinking. I stayed sober though :) So off we went to the club after everyone got drunk aha. Stayed in line for quite some time then the worse thing happened, Angelica threw up hella and was not feeling OR looking too great… So I took care of her most of the night. I got in a few good minutes of dancing though! Met a couple of cool chicks too that night! All in all a really fun night :D Gotta do it again!

Friday:

Woke up early and left the city, went out to eat at Ohana’s in Concord for a bit. Got dropped off home, then took a “quick” nap before my date with Charla and Iris, my best friends that I RARELY hang out with haha. So once I finally woke up got ready quickly then off I went to meet up with them at Quickly in Concord! Finally got there and we chilled there for a good minute and then we were trying to figure out what to do, so I suggested we go to Berkeley and they were really down to go! So off we went to Berkeley, on the way we hit traffic ugh. So we took that time to have some deep kick it talks aha. Finally got there and started roaming around, checking stores and fooling around haha. Later we ate at Gypsy’s mmmm… And then started to talk again, I was opening up to them about my relationship with Shane, well general we were all talking about our past and present relationships. We finally got up and left Berkeley but when we got back to Concord to drop me off to my car, we stayed in Charla’s car to kick it some more and look up Asian videos haha. Oooohh Taeyang…! It was a really good day with them, I’ve missed them and can’t wait to hang with them again :D

Does he want me as much as I want him?

That talk with Carla really made me think... A LOT.

*sigh* I just wish things were reciprocated...

I'm so sorry livejournal...

I've had deprived you for SOO SOO SO SO SO LONG now... It's been what 3 months now?

Well a lot of things has been going on during our HUGE break, which again I am VERY VERY SORRY for. But it's so hard to some it all up. I'll try though!

Hmm... where to begin?

December:

A lot of things went down, like my dad catching Shane in my closet... naked. But later in the month my parents start warming up or at least getting use to the fact that I have a boyfriend and that we make love also. Spent a lot of my break with him during the month, still some issues going on between my girls and me at the time. Christmas, spend it at the aunties house then ended the night hanging with baby =)

January:

New Years Eve, had a party at mi casa to celebrate the New Year. Best of all babe came over, well I picked him  up haha, to celebrate with us. It was really nice and I met the cutest baby EVER! Then later schools starts over, signed up for like 5 classes. Felt bad for babe though, couldn't even get a class cause later he finds out his classes from last semester weren't paid off. So he has a whole semester break of school. Lucky bastard... Also it was nice seeing my girls again cause I have a couple of classes with them.

February:

Soo... school school school, boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend, girls girls girls. I usually see samantha, carla and danielle though cause we have school together. I rarely saw angelica and meliza. Then later in Feb. I dropped my sociology classes AND I find out that I got dropped in my math classes for prereq issues. Bummer... So now I only have two classes now =( which are english and science. And I'm only taking 8 units which sucks cause I'm not a full time student. I really need to get it together!

March:

March is coming to an end; seeing Meliza more now which is pretty awesome cause I miss the girl! With Angelica, I see more too but not as much with Meliza but it's getting there. We just watched a Sailor Moon movie yesterday then got Scoops! I'm also seeing Carla A LOT too haha. Though I have to sadly say I'm drifting apart from my Lesbian sister =( She's off doing her own partying thang now. So now I'm slowly hanging out with my girls, like how I was back in the day aha. Still have my boyfriend, celebrated our 4th month this month!

So that's what's been going on for the past few months now. Well there was probably more stuff going on but too many stuff to remember and right it down. And I have a tendency to not summarize very well aha. So this is good as it's gonna get!