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08 July 2012 @ 09:16 am

Like seriously I was head over heels for my ex. Damn! I can't stand reading those old posts. I mean I feel like I've changed a bit but not that much -__- I mean Danielle has been surprised of my actions recently. Still... Deep down I know how I feel. Maybe that's that. I gotta just express what I want in a relationship. Just a relationship in general. I have things deep down that I have not yet to express and I guess it eats away in me slowly. Hm idk?

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30 January 2012 @ 10:57 pm
Hiiiii LiveJournal...

So you might hate me right now but a lot has been going on. You can look at my Tumblr and not a lot really. But I'm not gonna lie, I have posted a few things on it. I'm sorry >.<

It's been 8 months since my last entry and boy do I have stuff to tell you. Okay here we go and I'm gonna do it by months. Let's go!

 - Summer break
 - My relationship with Shane going downhill
 - Best part of the month: DISNEYLAND with my family :)

 - Broke up with Shane
 - Birthday, Red Robin and Santa Cruz
 - break ups suck
 - Summer school...
 - Meet a new guy sort of (probably do a separate blog about that)
 - smoked weed for the first time
 - Great America
 - Spent a lot of time with Maica and Carla
 - Second time

 - New boyfriend: Tim Palmieri
 - Fall Semester 2011

 - September birthdays!!
 - got super high 0_o
 - DISNEYLAND again with a few of my girls for Carla's birthday
 - Tim and I confessed our love
 - tipsy

  - school school school

 - Thanksgiving
 - drunk for the first time but babe took care of me :)
 - school school school stress

 - Christmas twiiimmmeee
 - worked a lot cause of Christmas
 - christmas shopping stress
 - awesome weekend with the boyfriend
        - 49ers game
        - ice skating 
        - the city and fisherman's wharf
 - Christmas with the family then boyfriend :)
 - Finals @_@

 - New years with the family and boyfriend <3
 - Tahoe/reno trip with the family
 - start of Spring 2012

So there you go LiveJournal all caught up!
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
22 May 2011 @ 11:37 pm
 It's been awhile. Damn I don't like how I only come here when it's really bad. Right now it's been pretty bad. It's starting to hurt... A LOT. The thing is there is no communication which is just worst!

I'm so fucking mad at you. So fucking hurt, so fucking sad. So just fucking everything. I just wanna punch you so hard!!! Soooo fucking frustrated from your shit.

I'm just tired of caring about you. I just wanna stop for now. You really can't be doing this to me.

08 April 2011 @ 10:44 pm
Can you say major cockblockers right now!?

Damn seriously I'm pretty irritated right now cause I had my hopes for tonight!!! Just really bothers me when this plan don't follow through...

Enough said for now...
15 December 2010 @ 11:29 pm
It's been over a week since my last post. Letting you know Livejournal, Shane and I are back together :)

Happy again!
28 November 2010 @ 07:16 pm

Hmmm... I'm hoping he'll call me tonight.

But who knows, he said he'd call me last night but he didn't do it. So who knows? *shrugs*

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28 November 2010 @ 07:16 pm

Hmmm... I'm hoping he'll call me tonight.

But who knows, he said he'd call me last night but he didn't do it. So who knows? *shrugs*

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21 November 2010 @ 12:59 pm

It's better than nothing! Though I wish we could spend time together but hey it's better than not talking at all.

So he texted me like around 12 and I super surprised! Especially since he texted me first!!! ahaha

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01 August 2010 @ 01:52 am
Gonna blog about Thursday & Friday. Today wasn’t really special hahah.


Went to a gay club, called The Crib, with my girls! Earlier though, hung out with Shane and then rushed back home to help Abby with her homework. Meliza then picked me up and off we went to the city, on BART aha. First we stopped by her sister’s apartment then walked to BART near her place. Met up with Meliza’s cousin Robert, he had to buy something for that night aha. Later met up with Carla and Angelica. We went over to Robert’s shack haha, it was a pretty cool shack, got ready there and then everyone started drinking. I stayed sober though :) So off we went to the club after everyone got drunk aha. Stayed in line for quite some time then the worse thing happened, Angelica threw up hella and was not feeling OR looking too great… So I took care of her most of the night. I got in a few good minutes of dancing though! Met a couple of cool chicks too that night! All in all a really fun night :D Gotta do it again!


Woke up early and left the city, went out to eat at Ohana’s in Concord for a bit. Got dropped off home, then took a “quick” nap before my date with Charla and Iris, my best friends that I RARELY hang out with haha. So once I finally woke up got ready quickly then off I went to meet up with them at Quickly in Concord! Finally got there and we chilled there for a good minute and then we were trying to figure out what to do, so I suggested we go to Berkeley and they were really down to go! So off we went to Berkeley, on the way we hit traffic ugh. So we took that time to have some deep kick it talks aha. Finally got there and started roaming around, checking stores and fooling around haha. Later we ate at Gypsy’s mmmm… And then started to talk again, I was opening up to them about my relationship with Shane, well general we were all talking about our past and present relationships. We finally got up and left Berkeley but when we got back to Concord to drop me off to my car, we stayed in Charla’s car to kick it some more and look up Asian videos haha. Oooohh Taeyang…! It was a really good day with them, I’ve missed them and can’t wait to hang with them again :D
Current Mood: tiredtired
Does he want me as much as I want him?

That talk with Carla really made me think... A LOT.

*sigh* I just wish things were reciprocated...
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated